I have lived here for two years and two months. Is it long? Of course the answer would be "it depends." Everyone may have their own answers. For me, it is long enough to get my master degree, no more and no less. Now alone in my room, I am writing while feeling very stressful. Many badly unexpected things have happened to me. I strongly want to finish this crazy time, but i can't do that. Why? what is the hell i am doing? I am doing for nothing? Why do i have to put myself under this pressure? I really don't know. Why people always have to do something they hate? I don't know too. Give up or move on? I can't say I don't know any more. I have to choose either of them very soon. Right. I will do it tomorrow.